However, when one longs for something for so long, it can often be disappointing. This weekend was that type of scenario. It bored me to the point of exhaustion. I didn't feel at all at peace, but only anxious and longing to do something...anything! By Sunday morning, I was dying to be active again and get back into the swing of things. I paced around the house for a bit, had a few bites to eat, stared at a computer screen but nothing helped. Finally, it hit me. I was approaching stress relief all wrong! Doing absolutely nothing wasn't going to help. A different outlet was the key. A much more lively modus operandi was necessary to cure my restlessness.
I trotted into my room, threw on shorts and a t-shirt, and bolted out the door, grabbing what was seemingly the object of my dreams: a basketball. I spun the ball on my finger a few times, and then dribbled down the street to our neighbor's super sweet half-court. I practiced my shooting, dribbling, passing, everything, and for the first time all weekend, I got my body moving. Sweat trickled down my rosie-red cheeks as a tossed up shot after shot. After about a half hour, I let my body slump to the ground and gulped down a majority of my water. I laid back on the grass and stared up at the cloudless, blue sky. I finally found what I was looking for all weekend: true relief.

I totally know how you were feeling! When I was sick this past week I thought I was going to enjoy my time laying around and relaxing but I ended up actually missing school and long hours at dance practice. I needed my normal routine and my crazy busy life to keep me sane. Although I caught up on sleep and got through hours of shows filling up my dvr, I was ready to get back into life!
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